what i do is always wrong. i dont know why. people are picking at me. they say things which hurt me, in my face. i really dont understand.. they might be kidding. well, i can take jokes but who knows they might not be kidding.

i used t get bullied when i was young. they pushed me, laughed at me and doing all kinda things that hurt me. i didnt tell my parents as i dont wish things t get worst. i kept so quiet.

im always the last one. Being pushed t the back. everything was thrown t me. i tried t be friendly, i tried t be nice but wad i got back was just bullshit. i thought everytime u tried t do things nice and wad u got back is you know, something good. yes, i thought 'wrongly'.

i dont know. i think too much i guess. sigh
my sweet sixteen is coming. will it be wonderful? :/
results date is coming. will i be able t go up?
if not, whats my fucking plans?

if i were t choose, i rather remain in my childhood.
Even though i always got bullied but at least i wont be thinking so much like now.